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stark.arya@cdc.org
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FROM: ellie@cdc.org

thats so fucking cool


FROM: ellie@cdc.org

but i dunno maybe you could name the first dagger

i mean

just cause somethings small doesnt mean its not important

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FROM: stark.arya@cdc.org

What's your dagger called?

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[Ellie doesn't come from a world with swords and the right name for things, or even for respect- by and large. But they have nicknames for Joel's guns and now that Arya's asking... She looks down at the switchblade in her hands. It belonged to a mother she never knew.

Ellie isn't sure what her answer will be until suddenly, she does. ]


FROM: ellie@cdc.org

anna

[needlebearer]

[Needle had been more about what the weapon was designed to do, and Zimnij Volk had been Bucky's name, though it still described her and the sword itself rather than being named in honour of someone else. It would have to be someone very special, something very personal. She feels bad asking, in a way, knowing that Ellie has gone through tragedy as much as herself, but as usual her curiosity gets the better of her.]

FROM: stark.arya@cdc.org

Who's Anna?

[immunizations]

[Oh.
She probably should have expected this question, and yet-
Ellie shakes it off. It's not a big deal.]


FROM: ellie@cdc.org

she was my mom

[needlebearer]

[Was. That one word speaks volumes.]

FROM: stark.arya@cdc.org

It's okay. My mother's dead too.

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FROM: ellie@cdc.org

did you know her?

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FROM: stark.arya@cdc.org

Yes. But I hadn't seen her in a long time. I got there just too late.

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[I got there just too late. Ellie doesn't ask if it would have made a difference. It's the question that's always been like a rock in her stomach.]

FROM: ellie@cdc.org

sorry

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FROM: stark.arya@cdc.org

I am too. About your mother, I mean. No one should have to go through that.

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FROM: ellie@cdc.org

i didnt know her or anything so

its not really the same

but thanks

[needlebearer]

FROM: stark.arya@cdc.org

It still matters. Did they get the ones responsible?

[Because that's the conclusion she automatically jumps to, it doesn't even occur to her that an illness or accident may have taken her. She's coloured by her own experience with losing her parents.]

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FROM: ellie@cdc.org

i dont know

i never met her

but she asked one of her friends to look out for me


FROM: ellie@cdc.org

but thats pretty much everyones story where i come from

[needlebearer]

FROM: stark.arya@cdc.org

In that case, being here must actually seem better for you.

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[Better. It's actually a thought she hasn't managed to settle on.]

FROM: ellie@cdc.org

well i dunno about better

i mean at least i know how stuff worked back home


FROM: ellie@cdc.org

probably the same for you too huh?

[needlebearer]

FROM: stark.arya@cdc.org

I don't know, either. I'm glad that I have the time and space to get stronger here. But I'd rather be in my own world. I have things to take care of.

[immunizations]

FROM: ellie@cdc.org

what kind of things?

[needlebearer]

FROM: stark.arya@cdc.org

I need to find my brother. And my sister. [She adds Sansa somewhat reluctantly.] And there are people I need to kill.

[immunizations]

FROM: ellie@cdc.org

you mean like a revenge thing?

[needlebearer]

[Seeing the word written out in the message makes it burn even stronger in her.]

FROM: stark.arya@cdc.org

Yes.

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FROM: ellie@cdc.org

but youre doing that part first right?

finding them

[needlebearer]

FROM: stark.arya@cdc.org

I have to train more first anyway. They're all grown men and women, some of them with armies. And I really need what family I have, now more than ever. I can't get to my sister, but I want to go north to where my brother is. That's what the CDC promised me.